The sunny and bright side of Goa is a treat for all and it does feel like you're in Paradise ... even if that fleeting feeling is for a short while ... until you stumble across the dark hidden underbelly of paradise, lost ... or is it ?!

In this never ending pursuit of happiness in the outside world through the physical senses we seldom stop and wonder what the fuck are we really doing other than chasing shadows of the past and feeding our addictive behaviours within the confines of closed circles of folks dealing with similar demons ! Do we really need to keep chasing those sensory pleasures aimlessly, day after day ... fooling ourselves in believing tales of non existent P.LU.R values in the modern party scene which once was a code all true ravers followed ! 

But the show must go on ... and the beat never really stops ... the chaos has increased manifold ... clearly evident if you do happen to step out around NYE anywhere in the Northern coastal belt of Goa ... its unimaginable how accustomed we have all become to chaos in our lives, desensitised to so many things affecting life at large. Our lack of awareness of self is at the helm of all our troubles ... with a system that is built to control humanity and subvert human consciousness to its lowest lows. We are all healing at so many levels of our being and the universe is always guiding us all along, if only we could all see how this magic is weaved through the infinite intricacies of the cosmic loom. My healing journey and awareness of a spiritual reality began in the winter of 2006 in the wooded underground party scenes in Anjuna, Goa. The truth is that Goa is just so Dogon magical that its beyond words can describe. Its a place where Instant Karma and manifestation practices become the norm when lived consciously with complete awareness of ones actions ... something about being close to a huge water body is extremely calming for the empath. During sleep much healing and receiving direct messages and transmissions through dreams could transpire for the spiritually aligned ones.

Goa is something to be experienced and like everything in life, we create our own reality ... always. Some of us tend to easily get caught up in loops of familiarity which doesn't allow much learning to happen for most, stuck in our comfort zones. Hiding away from pain ... one way or another ... never truly healing and playing victim ... passing on the same hurt onto other people ... living unconsciously. Being part of a corrupt and violent system can only yield a similar energy on the dance floor. What was once underground has now become a commercial pseudo-underground party culture where this is little or no regard for anything including human life. Whether its dirty cops extorting money out of fearful tourists caught on the wrong side of things .... or uncontrolled mob violence leading to someones death ... the energy behind going to a party to have a good time is kind of defeated. All of us Goa folks have at some point taken a step back just to reflect at our own actions and the consequences that follow ... and realised how important it is to spend your time and energy, wisely !!! 

The dark side of anything only serves the purpose of bringing the uninitiated, into the light ... and so it is !

Tat Tvam Asi _/\_

We dream and wake up into another dream like reality where we are awake yet dreaming all the time, walking through life and its many illusions of separation ... learning many a lesson with time ! Yet these dreams never stop ... What is this dream time really ? Where do we go and who are we really ... ?!

The dreamtime has much to reveal to us about ourselves and the nature of reality which as solid as it may seem actually is quite fluid and ever changing. Magical would be the best way to describe this waking life if seen with the eyes of the ultimate observer, forever hacking through illusions of separation and seeing life clearly as one.

Learning to wake up in your dream will allow you to navigate more lucidly, this will in turn sharpen your intuition and decision making abilities once awake in this realm or any other. We know the magical side of dreams and how we can fit into any character and play any role we want as anything becomes possible in the mind of ultimate observer. All limitations of the ego are surpassed and the soul manifests as it wants to. This is the art we are here to master ... how do we use alchemical principles to navigate this dense 3 dimensional reality. To be able to extract the "Soma", the ambrosia, the nectar from all that life has to offer is the work of an alchemist and we are here to master this art !

By first making changes within our own lives and gaining mastery and self control of our own monkey minds can we begin to start stepping into new roles the universe is shaping for us as we progress on this evolutionary path, transcending one illusion, one limitation at a time, moving consciously with each breath. There is nothing lost as we have many chances at rectifying our mistakes by simply choosing different each time something low vibing challenges our peace of mind. 

This world of ours has many illusions we can cling to if we aren't conscious of how each choice of ours affects us and the world we live in which we are co-creating, each one of us. Everything is dynamic and ever changing with the shifts in mass consciousness underway. Many will lose their minds in these times as the darker forces who have them in their grip are tightening the noose with many a fear based agendas unleashed. Mind control is often overlooked as most of us have fallen into the trap ourselves living slave like lives justifying the choices we make for monetary gains as that seems to be the focus of many who are deeply entranced by the seductions of society. Falling into self made traps and then crying victim seems to be the way for many of us who are yet to wake up the bigger picture. Its easy to follow others who know no better than us, it takes some courage to listen to that inner voice which may speaks to us in solitude which most people are afraid of. 

Finally, there is nothing to gain or lose in this illusionary world of ours. All that we are doing is making most of our time here with the choices we are given and the gifts we come with. We can be or do anything we want which aligns with our mission and at some point all of this begins to make sense ... We are always creating our reality and we are now becoming more conscious of this by taking into account the messages that come through the dreamtime. Life as I often describe it, is nothing but a delicate balance between being and doing ... with each choice, with each action we step onto a new karmic path, leaving behind a trail of experiences to learn from and keep moving on. 

Living an over stimulated life is the bane of our times, taking its toll on our physical health and mental well being. Everything seems to be normalised in our world today with a whole lot of lies and bullshit doing the rounds. Most of us are hopelessly dependant on a system which is built to enslave humanity without us realising it. We are given crumbs to feed on while the puppet masters run the megashow from behind the screens. As in the Matrix, once Neo wakes up to what's really going on, there is no going back to sleep. The red pill of truth takes one down the deep rabbit hole of endless discoveries and powerful realisations of our innate power. 

Growing up in a heavily stimulated environment with fancy food, luxuries, alcohol, cigarettes, TV ... it all seems ok to give in to, what the world has normalised as 'living' until one wakes up one day to see how energy is the real currency in our world. What our minds acquiesce to is what controls us, subconsciously. All the overly sexualized images of women have been used to seduce the masses for a while now leading to all kinds of sexual perversions and deviations. The powerful orgasm which connects us to source energy is abused in our world today as many of us seek instant gratification from all our porn enforced fantasies. Throwing away the powerful energies of creation that shape our journeys on this earthly plane is hugely detrimental to our well being at all levels. 

Living such a life in an unconscious manner is an easy way to pick up all kinds of different energies (spirits) along the way which can cause many unpleasant experiences for us as we continue to feed our overstimulated egos. No one really teaches us to learn to control our excessive drive for desire and lust as a result of which we start moving on this downward spiral called 'aging', both mentally and physically until one day when we can't continue the same way anymore and actually start listening to our inner guidance, our intuition. Taking our power back means turning within and finding answers to all the questions we have to make our lives more fulfilling. 

After having lived an overstimulated adult life for most part I started to realise how powerful sex is and how it is being used against us, to keep us weak and easy to prey on. Believe it or not, there are negative entities who can easily latch onto us once we become a food source for them. I've seen and experienced this phenomena close enough to know how it works. Its been a few weeks, perhaps a month or more since I stopped this cycle of self abuse, consciously and have now started to feel the power of abstinence. The absence of a true loving connection with others in our waking world can lead us to sorrow and misery as we heavily depend on another to lean on for our most intimate desires and needs. Once we realise the power we hold, we can direct our lives in a way that's more grounding and nurturing for our soul. Our dreams then begin to guide us and show us signs as to what we've been missing out, if only we know how to interpret them well. A lack of physical intimacy in our waking world is somehow fulfilled by what some call "Astral Love" in lucid dream states, which are like sign posts for us to navigate this waking life a little better.

All the pain and suffering can become fuel to shape our lives for the better as we begin to live in the here and now, manifesting the life of our dreams while being guided by our intuition, our own inbuilt spiritual gps of sorts to help navigate through life ! Its time we stop feeling sorry for ourselves and others around us, realising how all that happens is our own creation, never otherwise. Taking responsibility of what happens in our lives and facing the extremities of life is what shapes our personality and builds character. True strength is hence realised and we orchestrate our lives as we want it to. We might have the knowledge that exists in our world from all the ancient scriptures etc but if we don't put this knowledge to good use in our lives, its pretty much useless. Like they say, knowledge is knowing something, wisdom is doing it .... We need more wisdom in action, we need to walk the talk ! Never mind others and the world around us falling to pieces as a result of their own karma. No one needs saving, who doesn't ask for it and you will know when its time to help someone and when its not as karma plays out in its own way for each one of us. To let go of all attachments is a continual theme, an ongoing lesson on the spiritual path. No father, no mother ... no relatives ... no lovers ... no others .... All is One ... all is nothing ... we learn to transcend the world of maya, the illusion of separation ! Living in the here and now following our intuition is the way forward as life begins to unravel all its magic and mysteries for us to see. How we spend our time, the people we meet and interact with all make us who we are .... choose wisely ! Sometimes our ego, our unfulfilled desires may seduce us in a way we might feel is justified, however its in these times we must make choices trusting our intuition and not our lower chakra energies which seek stimulation to our own detriment. Whether its an easily accessible porn fantasy or someone who you can slip in to bed with, you make that choice or not. If you've done it a certain way all this while, maybe its time to do something else which you haven't tried before and see how that works out ... trust me, with each passing day, the energy you don't throw away, builds up strength as your physical and moral character are enriched with the life force ! This very life force is the essence of life and nourishes us if we can learn to cultivate it. Many masters like Mantak Chia speak about this in their books as well. Every day is chance at improving the quality of the lives we lead. We have the power to shape our destiny and this sexual energy is our creative life force and is extremely powerful, not worth throwing away uselessly. If you can't find the right partner to explore the mysteries of life, its best to continue cultivating this energy until the universe manifests whats meant to be .... Our dreams guide us on our path ... pay attention :)

Love Always .... Cosmic Oneness ! 

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